I’m willing to wait. But I have concerns. Will this desensitize me? Am I disillusioning myself? I have to make myself feel something less than what I really feel. I can’t ask what I want to ask because I know I won’t get the answers I’m looking for. I can’t say things I so thoughtfully [...]
Cool Beans!!!
No, it’s not SimCity 5 but it looks like great fun nonetheless!
Hello. My name is Christian and I am a SimCityaholic.
See why here.
God Bless our Soldiers
Sean Smith: Inside the Surge
I really wish every US citizen could see this.
!Crazy?
I don’t know what to think. I’m stupefied. What I get doesn’t make sense. Why I’m trying to give and get is starting to not make sense. Everyone is taking me for a masochist. Yes, I talk to people about it. They say I must be desperate. I’m told that it’s just sad. I’ve let [...]
The Great Jenninksy sees…
Idunno who you are, but somebody is checking my blog via D-List. Who are you? Leave a comment! I don’t like being in the dark…with anything. Hear that Mr. JC? Get your act together and illuminate me! OK, I’m done with that rant.
I desire so badly to start a podcast, but now just isn’t the [...]
I’ve got to have you baby…
My mouth upturns
My spirits lift
The future seems hopeful
The past seems right
When we share words
Yeah, I’m a romantic. Mushy, cuddly, loving. Love lifts me up higher than anything else. (And I’m not saying this is love…Geeze no.) Still, I know my feelings and this feels very worthwhile. Lucky for him I [...]
Tampa Again?
I recall feeling this way. Many years ago. Perhaps I was 20 or 21? I remember I was just coming out of my “sexual shell” so to speak. Understanding who I was sexually, as a person, as a young man, as a bisexual. I was in the process of subtly and quietly spreading the word [...]
Light under the threshold
I flicked the switch. It’s funny, you know, because I knew the room like the back of my hand. I’d been in there before and in that same corner, so making my way to the switch in the dark shouldn’t have been such a problem. Thing is, once you’ve been in that corner for a [...]
the nerve
some people
say without thinking
say whilst assuming
say with no regard
as if words are just to be said
as if my words are just words
just letters combined
just letters aligned
just to say blah blah
just to say yakity-yak
well, my words
my words are more than that
my words are me
my words are all that I feel
my words are my way
of reaching out, [...]
