You CAN always have what you want.  Perhaps not within the time frame you’d find most suitable, but eventually, when the time is right you can have what you want. Just as long as you know how to ask for it. Believe me, I’ve tried it and it does indeed work. Some things are harder [...]

Sands of Doom

though I have no reason to be
the ground beneath me
is sinking and I’m losing my feet
there’s a wonderland around
a paradise to be found
an Eden with solid ground
to be me is to be damned
the horizon’s looking high
and I
did not see this trap coming
I did not prepare
for what could be near
for the hole I’ve found here
I [...]

How about no longer being MASOCHISTIC?!

How long will this take Baba?
How long have I been sleeping?
Do you see me hanging on to every word you say?
How soon will I be holy?
How much will this cost Guru?
How much longer till you completely absolve me?
There’s a boy
Less a boy, more a man
A man that I’ve never met the likes of
A man that [...]

LA & EF : JC & CJ

Things have come to a pretty pass
our romance is growing flat
for you like this & the other
while I go for this & that
Goodness knows what the end will be
Oh I don’t know where I’m at
It looks as if we two will never be one
something must be done
You say either & I say either
You say neither [...]

There is no where I can say what I really feel.
Not even here.
Where can I say it?
When?
Oh dear God, I know this is what I asked for…
but, please,  have mercy on my heart!
ILYJ. DHM.
Best I can do.

But…huh?

When you see things different
When your surroundings are changed
The sight of things familiarly unfamiliar
The sound of anticipated difference
Rows and rows of trees I’ve gazed at for fifteen-odd years
Shack after shanty after trailer after  Tara
Fascinated by the orange soils and prehistoric rocks
There’s a history here: dramatic, geologic
Impassioned,  cinematic, romantic, and independent
There’s a connection to a side [...]